Round 2

Welp, our opportunity fell through. BUT, we were offered a different position for the near future and Michael has some other potential GeoTech jobs as well. 

I'll admit, I was sad. I was annoyed. I was emotional. THIS was the thing that was supposed to work, at least that is what I prepped myself for. After a few good therapy sessions, I was reminded of a few things. 

1. I need to pray for peace. For true peace of heart and mind as we go through this phase. Instead of praying for what I think is what we want and crossing my fingers tight that we get that, I just need to go with the flow. Heavenly Father does know what is best for us and He is teaching us along our journey to get there. 
2. Just because I formulate a plan in my head that should give me certain results, I am learning that that is definitely not how it works. I need to stop stressing that my A+B=C does not work. There is going to be more like a A-B+PxQ+Z-A+W/G= Something better than my little C would have ever been thing going on. 
3. My husband is amazing. I am lucky to have him and be loved by him.
4. Sometimes you just need to cry.
5. I need to stop trying to figure out what it is we are "supposed" to be doing. I just need to start enjoying and loving my life day to day. Yes, we need goals to work towards, but I don't need to let those future goals negate the wonderful life I have with Michael and Olivia.
6. Speaking of Olivia, she is so dang cute it kills me sometimes. 
7. Life is good. Pray and read your scriptures. Develop your personal relationship with the Lord. 

The End.